Wednesday, October 08, 2008

the end of the world

so some of my friends have lost a lot of money. other friends say its the beginning of the end. america's going broke, panic will set in, riots and martial law to follow. I dunno. fortunately, or not, i don't have stocks, so i haven't been affected directly.

I have a CT scan tomorrow, the results of which I won't know for a week. this makes me a little anxious. still haven't quit smoking, so i feel like i'm not doing myself any favours.

meanwhile my love life is perplexing. i have many females around in my life, but i just can't seem to find the right fit. i met a woman around my own age the other night, but she's been seeing younger guys, hmmm. I have been criticized for dating much younger women, which sometimes makes me feel young, but mostly makes me feel old. But they seem to be the ones that do it for me, and I do it for them. I wonder how it is for older women going out with younger men. They complain about not being able to have a solid relationship, but they are going after frat boys playing video games. oh well. i think i'll give up for a bit.