monday monday.

I have noticed over the last few weeks that Mondays are the day that seem to hold the most dread for me. I was to have appointments at the Cancer Clinic this week, but the doctor I was to see, broke his foot and I won't be able to see him till next Tuesday. This leaves me waiting another week to find out what's coming up for me, specificly, treatment-wise. I do have an appointment today at five with the infamous Dr. MCloc, and I am hoping, (sorta) to find out what stage the cancer's at, and generally the results from the biopsies. So, I am anxious. I am in the poetry slam semi-finals tonight, so that will be a distraction. I am trying to see this delay with the doctor as a week off to do some things, like a piano lesson, so this chemo stuff has as little an interruption as possible.

I had to stop the T3's as I discovered by tripping and hurting my knee and ribs - and a couple days later smacking my friends car into a pillar. That codiene can leave you a little out of it. So I am just using regular tylenol now, and am feeling a lot clearer.

Anyway, things are pretty calm, considering, and I will let you know what the results are when I get them.