I miss Marla

My friend Marla has kinda dropped out on me. We had a cool thing going where I would call her at 8:20 am, and she'd join me for coffee. Then one time she snapped at me for calling too early (the same time I always called) and sent me an email to not phone her before 9 am or after 9 pm. When I have called after 9 am, she is either already gone, or it's too late for her to have coffee with me. So this curfew has pretty much ended it. Very Zen.

It's okay I guess. I am writing a song which Janet says is beautiful, and allows me to put my feelings for Marla in some usefeul place, besides making myself vulnerable to her. Nowadays its a risk to like someone, or be nice to them. It can be used against you very easily.