EMDR to the rescue.

AS you could probably tell, the stuff that went down at the story slam had me in a bit of a rage, but went to see Dr.A and was able to metabolize those feelings with EMDR, and see what the point of it was. It really was about the story, which I have now figured out I will record and include on my next CD. The timekeeper's hostility was born out of her feelings of being threatened and need to control things - things she doesn't understand. My feelings of being attacked came from an area of vulnerability that is central to my psychological healing and growth. Meanwhile, not to throw the baby out with the bathwater - The story is actually very good, and I now know what it is good for. Another track on the new CD.